I have no use for men. They are all a bunch of liars. They will say whatever they think you want to hear. Then when push comes to shove, they run away as quick as they can. They use you and throw you away. But God forbid they need something else. Then they come crawling back and trying to sweet talk you into it. If they don't do that, then they will turn it around and try to find a way to make everything your fault. I don't usually use this blog to participate in things but I am making an exception to the rule this time. I am sending out a huge FUCK YOU ALL!!!! TO ALL OF THE MALE SPECIES OUT THERE. I refuse to be used and abused anymore. To hell with all of you.

I used to think you would come back to me. I thought Ms. Perfect would dump you and you would come crawling back. Now I know that will never happen. You are moving in with her and talking about getting married. I think this is a mistake. You are doing the same things with this one as you did with the last one. I know I sound bitter, but I can see things that you can't.
I am still angry with you. Some days I think I can move on and you will just fade into a memory. Other days I feel like you used me. You never cared for me. You were just lonely. Other days I am angry at you and myself for believing you. I believed that you would always be there for me like you promised. Now I know it is a lie. Some days the pain comes back so much I can't breathe. Some days I wish I had never met you. Then some days I am glad to have you in my life. If I don't hear from you, I miss you. I miss the late night messages, texts, and constant phone calls. I miss feeling like you cared and missed me too. Some days I want to unplug my phone and never speak to you again.
Let's face it. I have fucked things up. Badly. If I could only turn back the clock. I know the line and never should have crossed it. I wish I could take back that one moment in time. Things would be different. Instead I have to learn to adapt to my new life. I don't think I like this new life.